all I want is a room somewhere...

[dchenes]

Enough. I've had enough of this whole "future looming at me" thing. I got e-mail from my mother this morning saying "don't be surprised if K is tired of renting the apartment you want to move back into". Why don't we all just admit that nothing is ever simple, and that despite my fervent hopes (which the universe likes to laugh at), I probably will end up apartment-hunting and job-hunting at the same time and being stuck out here for another birthday? (Granted, I haven't talked to K yet, and maybe my mother is being a pessimist, but it's not like I need anything else to have to deal with right now...)

Come on, world, give me something I don't have to make several sets of contingency plans for.

ARGH!