mental and monetary quagmires

I hope I'm not getting sick. I've felt like a train hit me since lunchtime yesterday (which did not actually entail any lunch, because I spent it hunting up a trombone practice book).

A propos of absolutely nothing, I've decided I want some new earrings. Unfortunately, I have no idea where to find silver studs any more. Suggestions?

On top of the rest of yesterday, I came home to a credit card bill that managed to have the plane tickets on it, so it was something like being kicked in the stomach. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get out of this mess. It's not going to help when I have to start paying the third loan back, either. I guess it's time to start looking for a second job. I absolutely can't borrow any more money, because I'll have to pay it back, and I can't.

Gods, I'm tired.