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Because otherwise I'll explode:

There are two rather large gear bags and a tote bag full of water bottles and snacks and The Blue Bag That Does Not Get Wet (because my phone will be in it) sitting on my office floor.

I'm not actually worried about the diving. I'm worried about all the other little incidental things that go around it. Like how many layers of clothes am I going to want for 6:15 AM to go to Dorchester by overly air-conditioned public transportation, and how many am I going to want for midafternoon when I've been in my wetsuit all day and feel like a sweaty wrung-out dishrag?

And I know I won't want breakfast until at least 7:30, and eating before that will just stress me out. So there's a protein bar in the snacks bag, but when do I eat it?

And the T is running shuttle buses tomorrow, and if they're charter buses, how do I cope with the biggest gear bag? And and and.

But hopefully once I get in the car that's meeting me in Dorchester at 7:30, things will get better because then all I'll have to think about is the diving.

I will, because I can. I can, because I have. That got me through my case study defense for my Master's degree, and it will get me through this too.