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As of yesterday, no ride, so as of this morning, no Thanksgiving. I hope this week has now run out of ways to suck, because I don't want to know how else it could decide to. I suppose now that there's no reason for pre-Thanksgiving quarantine, I could go get more contact lens cleaner so I can stop wondering if I'm going to run out by Thursday.

The guilt has faded, mostly. The grief is still there. Fortunately, so is Lily.