cardio workout, or heart attack? I can't decide...

[dchenes]

Having had a day on Friday basically consisting of being asked not to do what I'd been doing and feeling unhappy about being an idiot, and having had a nightmare on Sunday morning that scared me all day afterward, I got to work this morning almost afraid to do anything. And then my boss wanted to talk to me first thing, and I started shaking.

Fortunately all she wanted was to tell me that there were two things that really truly had to get done today. So I made myself a cup of tea and sat there starting to do them, and stopped shaking eventually.

I really wish I wasn't so good at doing things like that to myself.