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Apr. 28th, 2003 09:53 amWell, now what?
I'm more or less resigned to the fact that I'm not getting into grad school. Given that, and given that I'm really sick of going to work and wondering why it isn't Friday yet, and why people can't leave me alone and solve their own problems, the conclusion I'm arriving at is that something's gotta give, and it's going to be my sanity if it isn't my job. So, I need a new job, preferably doing something else. (And the universe howls with laughter, and proceeds to make sure I'm going to be a secretary for the rest of my life.)
In the meantime, though, I need something to get myself up in the morning and through yet another day at the job I've got. "When you get home you can finally get (insert chore here) done" isn't working. Neither is "if you get through the week you can buy beer on Friday", mostly because I keep forgetting my passport, which is the only ID I have with which I can buy beer.
( Rant )
So, the upshot is, the economy sucks, so I had better find a way to not only stand this job indefinitely, but care about it again. I'm damned if I know how to do that.
I'm more or less resigned to the fact that I'm not getting into grad school. Given that, and given that I'm really sick of going to work and wondering why it isn't Friday yet, and why people can't leave me alone and solve their own problems, the conclusion I'm arriving at is that something's gotta give, and it's going to be my sanity if it isn't my job. So, I need a new job, preferably doing something else. (And the universe howls with laughter, and proceeds to make sure I'm going to be a secretary for the rest of my life.)
In the meantime, though, I need something to get myself up in the morning and through yet another day at the job I've got. "When you get home you can finally get (insert chore here) done" isn't working. Neither is "if you get through the week you can buy beer on Friday", mostly because I keep forgetting my passport, which is the only ID I have with which I can buy beer.
( Rant )
So, the upshot is, the economy sucks, so I had better find a way to not only stand this job indefinitely, but care about it again. I'm damned if I know how to do that.
