cardio workout, or heart attack? I can't decide...

Having had a day on Friday basically consisting of being asked not to do what I'd been doing and feeling unhappy about being an idiot, and having had a nightmare on Sunday morning that scared me all day afterward, I got to work this morning almost afraid to do anything. And then my boss wanted to talk to me first thing, and I started shaking.

Fortunately all she wanted was to tell me that there were two things that really truly had to get done today. So I made myself a cup of tea and sat there starting to do them, and stopped shaking eventually.

I really wish I wasn't so good at doing things like that to myself.

utterly random stuff

I wonder why I was convinced that this Friday is February 6? It isn't; it's February 3, and it happens to be one of the every-other-Fridays on which I get paid.

I also wonder why that thought didn't occur to me until I had drunk enough lambic to make myself slightly loopy. I probably shouldn't have done that, but in the service of loosening up my back a little (left over from this weekend and this morning) and knocking myself out at a reasonable hour tonight, I did it anyway.

It's slightly early for it, but I think I'm going to go fall over anyway. I did sleep last night, but I still feel like I'm behind on it.