I am so done with this month...
Dec. 13th, 2006 01:52 pmFor the first time in a very long time, I want to run away and join the circus. Not because I don't like my job, but because even if I still wouldn't have time to do laundry, at least I would be not doing laundry somewhere else.
I'm sort of generally unhappy lately, and I keep having dreams in which I'm definitely still myself, but there's something trivial wrong with the body I'm in. Sometimes it has scars I know I don't have, or has more piercings in its ears than I do. Last night I had somebody else's belly button.
I know how this could all get better, but it's not gonna happen in December. There just isn't enough of December for that. So I've got two more weeks, and if I live through them, things should start to turn around again.
I'm sort of generally unhappy lately, and I keep having dreams in which I'm definitely still myself, but there's something trivial wrong with the body I'm in. Sometimes it has scars I know I don't have, or has more piercings in its ears than I do. Last night I had somebody else's belly button.
I know how this could all get better, but it's not gonna happen in December. There just isn't enough of December for that. So I've got two more weeks, and if I live through them, things should start to turn around again.