Jan. 16th, 2015

dchenes: (katana)
EAP finally came through and I get to go talk to somebody on Monday. At this point I'm not sure what it will do for me, but it can't hurt to try. I've been feeling less like eating everything in sight over the last week or so, at least. And I bought a mushy eraser and some drawing paper. I already had pencils and a pencil sharpener, so now all I need to do is get my act together and start drawing.

I'm sitting here in my long underwear, despite it not being all that cold out, because there's no heat at all in my boss's office and every time she opens the door I get an arctic blast. They've determined that the coil that's supposed to provide hot air via hot water is blocked, so no hot water is getting through it. They were supposed to unblock it yesterday, but they haven't yet. So I sit here in my long underwear.

This week I've had a fairly major case of Don't Wanna every morning. Part of it is the weather, because it's warm in bed and it's been Very Not Warm outdoors. Part of it is that damn it, I want some time off that isn't a disaster, but I just had almost two weeks off and I don't feel justified in taking any more time already. Part of it is that I get tired of doing things for people when I don't understand why I'm doing them. (Yes, I know how to reserve rooms at the medical school, but you're the room scheduling person; why aren't you doing it? Partly my fault, because I said I'd do it rather than saying I'd teach her how to do it. Next time I'll offer to teach her how.)

This weekend, the rut I'm stuck in continues, what with the grocery shopping (and lack of the right kind of wet cat food, which has been going on for a month now, which is why I keep a three-month supply in the house) and laundry and like that. It being a long weekend, I should probably try to do something unnecessary besides, just to prove that I still know how.
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