ARGH make it STOP!

Right. I have been depressed for two weeks now, and I'm tired of it. My brain is not working properly today, and I know it, and I want it to stop. I could barely do one thing at a time, and my usual operating speed is doing at least two things at once. Unfortunately, being determined isn't helping. Now I'm annoyed (at myself) and depressed.

Except that it will probably wind up conflicting with the apartment inspection (which STILL hasn't happened, and still hasn't been scheduled either), I would declare a personal day on Friday and get the hell out of Dodge for a long weekend. I need to be somewhere else for a while, preferably with different weather, although I can't afford to go anywhere with different weather.

Either that or I need to get really drunk, because I get less inhibited when I'm drunk and then I can yell at things and cry and get it out of my system and go on from there.