I hate internal arguments...
Apr. 26th, 2007 11:48 amI'm getting run down again, and that's somewhat annoying because the weather is finally starting to be nice. I want to be outdoors when the weather is nice, but I don't seem to have much energy to actually DO anything outdoors.
I'm worrying about too many things.
Work, for one. The workload isn't getting lighter, and the progress through it is limping along in piecemeal fashion while we train the new person and look for two more new people. I like both of our part-time people, but because they're part-time, they're not doing the sorts of projects that help us get day-to-day stuff done. At least the staff meetings have gone down to two hours a week of group meetings and fifteen minutes a day individually, and I got out of my fifteen minutes yesterday by being too busy to stop for them.
I'm also worrying about the moving situation, but only because I don't know for certain that it's going to happen. On the strength of being 90% sure it's going to happen, I've been letting myself dream about it. Unfortunately the 10% that isn't sure is getting good at counter-arguments. I honestly don't know what the hell I'm going to do if I have to start over, but I won't know for certain until at least the end of May.
And I'm a little worried about the driving out to Ohio and back. I can drive. I can drive on the highway. Unfortunately, my only experience driving on the highway in the Midwest other than my driving lessons was in the moving truck with the side mirror that wouldn't stay put, and I scared myself half to death at one point when I tried to fix the mirror and drive at the same time. Now, I know that won't happen this time, but I haven't forgotten about last time yet.
Half of me wonders where this week went, and the other half wants to know why it isn't Friday yet.
I'm worrying about too many things.
Work, for one. The workload isn't getting lighter, and the progress through it is limping along in piecemeal fashion while we train the new person and look for two more new people. I like both of our part-time people, but because they're part-time, they're not doing the sorts of projects that help us get day-to-day stuff done. At least the staff meetings have gone down to two hours a week of group meetings and fifteen minutes a day individually, and I got out of my fifteen minutes yesterday by being too busy to stop for them.
I'm also worrying about the moving situation, but only because I don't know for certain that it's going to happen. On the strength of being 90% sure it's going to happen, I've been letting myself dream about it. Unfortunately the 10% that isn't sure is getting good at counter-arguments. I honestly don't know what the hell I'm going to do if I have to start over, but I won't know for certain until at least the end of May.
And I'm a little worried about the driving out to Ohio and back. I can drive. I can drive on the highway. Unfortunately, my only experience driving on the highway in the Midwest other than my driving lessons was in the moving truck with the side mirror that wouldn't stay put, and I scared myself half to death at one point when I tried to fix the mirror and drive at the same time. Now, I know that won't happen this time, but I haven't forgotten about last time yet.
Half of me wonders where this week went, and the other half wants to know why it isn't Friday yet.
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Date: 2007-04-26 03:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-04-26 04:09 pm (UTC)(By the way, Mapquest says 10 hours and 55 minutes for the trip if we go through NY.)
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Date: 2007-04-26 04:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-04-26 04:47 pm (UTC)